June 16, 2014

Vo Varun hai, aur tu sirf Shivani



     
A day
He was sleeping till late evening, he got up, Mom: “Varun, beta neend poori ho gayi?”…. She caresses his careless streaks of hair falling on his forehead, says: “Bachhe soja, kal raat ko late aaya tha”. Varun dozes off.

Shivani was sleeping till late in the morning, she gets up, Mom: “Shivani, dopahar tak uth jaati tab tak mein saara kaam akele hi kar leti”….A loud thumping on the floor while mom walks and her tone takes a sharp turn. Shivani gets up at once, rolls her bedding quickly and moves to the wash basin.

Another Day
He was studying in the afternoon, Mom: “Varun, bacche khaana kha kar rest karle, garmi me kahan padhai hogi”…. She hands him over a glass of Roohafza and says “peele  relief milega”.

Shivani was watching a matinee laying on a couch after the exhausting 2 hours of cleaning the almirah, sipping nimbu-paani she had made herself to relax…..Mom : “Humein rest karna hai…aankh me light lagti hai….TV band kar”.

Another Day
He announces, “Mom, mere friends bula rahein hain, sham ko ayunga”, Mom: “Bete…. Kuch kha toh le…aur ye le bijli ka bill jama kara diyo”. Varun, is already gone, and the bill lays unattended in the drawer. Mom smiles, says: “Buddhu Baccha.”

She asks, “Mummy, meri friend aa rahi hai, aap kuch bana doge”, Mom: “Itni badi hogyi hai, khud kab seekhegi…”. Shivani  calls the friend, “yaar, mom ke sath kahin jaana pad gaya hai, phir milte hain kabhi….sorry”

Another Day
Varun’s birthday. Mom: “Le bachhe (hands over cash), happy birthday….kam pade toh le liyo aur”. Varun is too excited, calls his friends and is off to a pub.

Shivani’s 12th standard result is out. She is very happy, she just bagged 93.7% in Commerce.  Mom hugs her, says “Very Good….. ab kal se khaana seekh ab college jaane lagegi”. Shivani either had no expectation for a gift or money. She is satisfied, “Shayad aaj mummy kheer hi bana lein”.


Another Day
Mom is sick today… “Varun, bete ye medicine laade, papa toh late ayenge”. He raises eyebrows looking at the heat outside and says “Yaar abhi so jao, dhhoop kam hogi toh laake de dunga”.

Mom: “Haan, me thik hu….bahar  garmi bohat hai”.

Shivani rushes to almirah, gets her cotton stol, wraps around her face and head. Picks money that mom had put beside her pillow where she lay.  Returns with a pack from chemist and hands over with a glass of lukewarm water.

 Shivani: “Varun, awaaz kam kar T.V ki, mummy ne abhi dawai khayi…so rahi hain”.

Mom gathers herself somehow: “Bechare ko dekhne de, me thik hu…varun awaz nai aa rahi beta…dekhle tu”.

Shivani picks up the empty glass of water, puts the pack of medicines in the drawer, notes the time next for  the next doze for mom.

 She moves to the kitchen.

  Just Another Day
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